Justin Finch-Fletchley (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} jff_badger) wrote,@ 2004-12-01 01:17:00 |
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More owls from home, hurrah. I used to like getting them, actually. I suppose I'll only get to hear more of the same when I go home for Christmas hols - how I'm not safe, surely going to die, etc. It's all gotten a bit boring.
I wonder if they'd ever actually make me leave. Though I don't know how I'd be safer at home. Certainly wouldn't be happier. Suppose they put me back into some Muggle school? I don't want to think about that.
I don't want to think about the fact that they're just worried about me. I want to be angry about it. Because it's started to make sense and I hate that, because I don't want to leave. I don't want to go back and try to fit in with everyone else again. I mean, it was hard enough the first time round, whenI came to Hogwarts.
At least I'm not the only one having problems with their parents. Though I probably shouldn't be happy that other people have to deal with it. Selfishness, I guess.
I wonder if they'd ever actually make me leave. Though I don't know how I'd be safer at home. Certainly wouldn't be happier. Suppose they put me back into some Muggle school? I don't want to think about that.
I don't want to think about the fact that they're just worried about me. I want to be angry about it. Because it's started to make sense and I hate that, because I don't want to leave. I don't want to go back and try to fit in with everyone else again. I mean, it was hard enough the first time round, whenI came to Hogwarts.
At least I'm not the only one having problems with their parents. Though I probably shouldn't be happy that other people have to deal with it. Selfishness, I guess.
